Do you think that fate solely determines the outcomes of our life?
Did God give us flexibility or is our destiny written and fixed? Whatever happens is because it was meant to be?

I`m really worried about my destiny. I`ve always wanted to be a doctor from a very young age. And as some you may know, it is extremely difficult to be accepted into a medical school in Canada. It is very competitive. I suffered from depression for the first two years of my university career. My marks were very poor as I had lost all drive to study. However, I am out of the depression now. I have regained my motivation and desire to be a doctor. But I am now at a disadvantage. I have low marks, and must obtain extremely high marks in my last two years to balance them. I am wondering, maybe it is not in my destiny to become a doctor. Maybe that is why despite having such a strong desire I was not able to study. Or maybe there was some other reason as to why I did so poorly. Recently I was told a quote that opportunity comes in the form of misfortune. It would kill me mentally if I am unable to fullfill my dream. I am just so stressed now that that is just what is going to happen. And also, I`ve been told to pray more. But I don`t want to start praying more just because I need God`s help to get accepted into medical school. That is wrong. I don`t know what to do. It is constantly on my mind 24/7. I need to relieve myself of this stress and worry but I can`t. I hope my destiny allows for me to become a doctor. I really really do...but destiny can be very cruel. That is what I`m afraid of.