from the way things sounds, I think you believe in God, brother. But I think you seriously hate him and do not feel that he is loving. I am sorry, but from your comments its seems that way because you always bring up God and talk about him in the present tense as if he is atually here.

as for counter argument, i provided many to the things you said, but u found them misconstrued so i will stop. the ultimate one you were looking for, whether God exists or not, all i can say is that I cannot prove. But just because you cannot prove it does not negate its existence.