If you want it so much it becomes your destiny. If you follow your heart, you will be happy. I struggled for years to become a scientist; I am now doing a PhD in science. I have been diagnosed with dyslexia which gives me problems with speech and writing skills. I have not let this decide my destiny; it has made me more clear and willing to fight. I will be the top of my field in 2 years time. It has not been easy for me but I have felt a force behind me. You keep pushing, have faith, God will let you make your destiny because he has love for you. Good luck